a Clockwork Rabbit

Somewhere under a rainbow there’s a little girl crying.

I figure this because who else would?

FURRY WEEKEND ATLANTA

(yeah, I’m late, shut up)

Okay as you AND EVERYONE ELSE KNOWS I wasn’t able to attend last year due to aliens.

Or babies.

Depends on which story you heard.

And so this year was AMAZING it was like coming home. Okay, my homecoming includes my mom screaming “OH MY GOD YOU’RE SO FAT!” So it wasn’t anything like that. Instead it was filled with awesome…a homecoming where my mom is 4 hours late, stuck in traffic.

I was volunteer coordinator and it was fun. Work and stress… but fun. I got to demand work out of 2 the Ranting Griffin and I chatted up Hali (he sang SS’s Filthy & Georgeous @ me… how can you not lurf him?)

I met a ton of amazing people who ‘teered for me (Like Recca and Diggla and Misha and Yuko and Torrent and Dirty (though I already knew him) and Midnight and so many others…) and then there were the staffers that I met that were amazing. Feugo and Dragonwolf and Matafleur and Crenn and Wolfpac and WHOA so many…

Crenn… okay I just remembered that I thought his freckles were hot… 3 days of being faced with those hot freckles and I didn’t say ANYTHING. Goddamnit.

THEN there was CUTE BOY OF OH EIGHT… he was cute. So cute. We call him Leon from Tennessee. To keep him and the other Leon seperate.

FWA is now a blur of noise, laughter, fursuiters, and wicked amounts of chocolate. I can’t wait until next year.

ABOUT FURSUITERS… Rasta Pasta. I’m not sure if that’s his real name. He let me wear his goat head and I’m now in love. Mind you not an actual goat’s head. A fursuiter heid. Dork. 

Anyway…question…

Let’s say you’re really sad because X thing happens every day and you don’t feel like you have the time or energy to change X thing. So days go by and X thing starts working on EVERYONE’S nerves because you don’t change X thing. Then EVERYONE starts bitching about it. You have a fit and they have a fit and fits have little bitty kiddy fits and words are said and things are done but X thing doesn’t get resolved. So you make more time in your schedule for X thing…..

Now… weeks go by and X thing is STILL THE EXACT SAME WAY AS IT WAS BEFORE.

Do you think people should just sit with thier fingers up thier ass and wait for you to resolve X thing?

Do you think that maybe you should get off your fucking ass and do what you need to do, now that you have time and shit?

Or should EVERYONE just finally say “you know what, fuck you kid. You’re not going to change.” And dump your sad little self off on the side of the road with all your X things so that they don’t have to deal with it?

Whatever way it goes you’re still selfish and self centered. So I doubt it’s going to matter anyfuckingway.

I’m grinding my teeth and bitching. I’m sick of both.